Clothing (fashion whore), Beauty, Cats, Blood, Jeeps, Vinyl, boys that look good in eyeliner <3, hard pounding Industrial/EBM, Horror Movies (good, bad, and horrorable), Posion Elves, Gloom Cookie, Transmet, Thigh Highs, Bondage, Cloves, Bunnies...Definately Bunnies, Stitch, JTHM, Severn, Sharp objects, Gloves, Wierd things, Dead stuff...
I used to collect dead things like animal bones and snake skins that I found in the woods...but mommy took them away...NO MORE WIRE HANGERS MOMMY!!!, Pain Killers, Sereal Killers, sushi, writing, my growing drug collection, razors, trusting people (the kind that never see it coming), Saki, my growing infamy...
I seem to collect stalkers like skanks collect diseases...
Music
"We've woven hearts a thorn arbour left tear streaked reason upon the shore...And bereft of compass, star or more
Set out for this World's end
Movies
Few at the prow, most slave below painting coal a perfect gold
But for all it's worth, the engines slow...Dead in the brine again
TV
Come cabin fever, sodomy on the bounty
Prey to phallus seas, that hiss and foam to douse disease...A storm roars on the way. Blacker than the Ace of Rapes, dealt out by Death in darkwood glades
Our Ship of Fools, all boards handmade, Sinks, dashed by seismic waves..."
Books
You choose no options, you do or die
Goddamn The torpedoes!
it's time to run away with the sideshow
Full speed!
Right ahead!
Don't stop...You can sleep when you're dead
That's just the way it goes, That's how the river flows
If you stay stone cold...Chance are your option will unfold
All that glitters Turns into gold
Goddamn
The torpedoes
It's time to run away with the sideshow
Be proud to deviate, This time to instigate, Dictate your own fate...Your about to detonate
See the world obliterate
Dictate your own fate, You're about to detonate, See the world obliterate...
Heroes
And LOOK HERE it's an actual movie!! Here: enrich yourselves or something.
This is your God:
I just want to find out, goodbye, goodbye,
I just want to find out do you want to play coz
I am joker you are ace of spades.
So never ever do it again
Never ever ever do it again
Do it again never never ever do it again...
How can I save you all when I can't even save myself...Look inside yourselves, your souls are hallow. Oh, you want me to fill the void in a number of different ways. To Feel me, Fuck me, Hurt me, Love me, Hate me, Save me, Kill me. One way or another I belong to you...
I am everything...I am nothing..I am what you need when everything has gone astray. You are just like me, you are nothing...you are the victim for your compromises.
Let me take you down, deep into the dark. Becoming devoid of feeling in a sea of scars. Don't say I did not warn you as you burn alive.
I mean that loving you is strange and adored by me throughout while you love to hate me for what I represent, the unforgivable unforgettable Monster who walks between the rain drops...a horror to the modern world as I wander these alleyways and streets of delirium. And through this I am what you want and what you need...I am what you love and hold and hate, I am what you fear. The Heaven in your Hell, the rush you can't control, the one that makes you whole. Addicted to sensations, addicted to this rush. But if I could take away your pain, would you have any reason to stay. I was never the one you wanted, and I became the one you would betray...I will be your lover if you promise to abuse me...and I'll strip you of your wings.
I crave those special dirty things we should talk about and someday soon I'll be that someone...Waiting for the chance to beat you...Drooling on the set to feel you...Blessing you with every kiss...Stitching up your emptiness
It's never the patient one who needs me, I'm the spoiled one who wins...I'm the addict and you want to learn. Egomaniacal, I laugh as you screw yourselves into oblivion
And it becomes so shocking where's yours sense? Don't you know I love you as we hate you so? My bastard loves and sycophantic affairs...the sickness adored by us throughout, and nothing more than fiction.
This is just a play and I'm just a player, watching the drama unfold before my eyes...waiting in the wings. For all the world is a stage and you my loves are not but the nails in my crucifix. So let's fake an answer for the curios, let's fake it all for the fame...for the pain. Living fairy tales and lies in camera flashed reality. A complex joke to your world of shades of gray and acceptiable compromises.
I enjoy the belief that somewhere in this world there is a balance, evil set in place with the purpose to reap good through destruction. As a Monster we enjoy the knowledge that comes with being a servant of chaos, vengeful through and through out the ideal of motive. So place hands on the Bible, scared like a child you watch... Homicidal, I'll tare down your idols...smashed them on the pavement, the crowd watches on, stunned in amazement as everything you made comes crawling back to you and you have to face the Monsters on your own
WHAT I DO:
I Book Local and National Acts/Shows
I Promote Shows/Bands
I DJ EBM/Goth/Industrial
I Model
I Am Creating The Pittsburgh Club Kid Scene
I The Monster And I Will Fuck Your World Up...
What Classic Pin-Up Are You?
I saw that girl on the cover
Perfection made of vanity
Didn't know this place could be so cold
Didn't know this place could be so cold
Sold her face, sold her body, sold her soul, sold her sanity
But they all wanna be like her
I wanna be just like her
You've made a mannequin out of me
Broken and painted to raise the blood money
You've made a mannequin out of me
A fashion doll designed to kill the teens
You've made a mannequin out of me
Broken and painted to raise the blood money
You've made a mannequin out of me
A fashion doll designed to kill the teens
I used to have an answer come to mind immediately. Well of course I want to meet every one reading this. Of course I want to know what dark things keep you awake at night, for us Monsters are known to wait in the shadows while you sleep.
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